life

Hey blogger, yesterday is not good day for me. I hope will b good than yesterday. I just realize sometime the mb u can rely on not gonna b there. Allah always there for u but i never think that. I tried to smile today but i cried coz stupid thing. Im not a cry person but why i cry every time we argue. Do i scared to loose him or it just me have syg feeling toward him. Should i give up? it hurt so much. I a spoil girl. Ya Allah pls help me i not good with this path but give me some gut to survive in this path. If he not for me please tell my heart to stop syg him. If he for me give me a power to stay strong. I dont want to be hurt deeply. But ppl say if u not taking risk u never experience that. Im the one choose to b with him.