hi to myself, 2nd week of August. i hope i can survive till the end of august.  I been thru lot this 1-2 week. im scared that i gonna loss a person i love while i keep on step forward. i try hard to be as much i can to b his side but lately i feel he tried to push away. it that love or it just me walking alone toward the future. Do i feel worth to keep holding a person or just gave up. i dunno why i shed lot tear this month. this a month i feel so down.  I hope my life gonna change..


Hey blogger, yesterday is not good day for me. I hope will b good than yesterday. I just realize sometime the mb u can rely on not gonna b there. Allah always there for u but i never think that. I tried to smile today but i cried coz stupid thing. Im not a cry person but why i cry every time we argue. Do i scared to loose him or it just me have syg feeling toward him. Should i give up? it hurt so much. I a spoil girl. Ya Allah pls help me i not good with this path but give me some gut to survive in this path. If he not for me please tell my heart to stop syg him. If he for me give me a power to stay strong. I dont want to be hurt deeply. But ppl say if u not taking risk u never experience that. Im the one choose to b with him.

love line

Hi, lately i used to talk bout love. today too i learn in relationship u not have think bout urself but we need to who the person who will b with u by ur side. Who say love is easy n sweet damn it not. I admit i in love line i b test how far u understand ur partner, how u gonna solve ur problem. I learning to grow to b n also not to selfish. I never knew what i act will b effect in future. So starting with small step make thing bigger. Dont u ever rush thing u need to lay back n trust ur partner that the key to have healthy relationship. We are not perfect but we the one make the love turn perfect.argue in love is good thing coz u get to see how ur partner see u in their eyes. So to newbie couple like me dont ever expect ur fantasy is the same reality like i did. Dream to have a person hold ur hand when u fall that will no b. U the one to stand up n fight to reach that life.