strong heart

ppl say yeah im 22 but act like a kid.yeah i admitted that me.but one thing that ppl can see in me wat im suffering inside.i feel want to cried but i hide from ppl coz i dun want ppl see me hurt even though the statement make me hurt badly.i can't bare to talk to ppl bout my prob i have enough pain when im in dip talkin to ppl bout my prob in the end im the getting more pain.to me best it to keep all my prob with me n try to solve my prob.2 days ago felt so burden inside my chest n tried to let a go by tears but i can't.i felt.i do share prob with friend but no all prob i shared.sometime i act like a selfish person.before this im always put everyone 1st than me n now i felt i changing..im asking myself isn't the rite thing to do or should changed back.i know im a good listener n always tried to solve everyone problem without making fool. i feel that im now hard to express my emotion..only to things i can express to ppl laughing n fooling around.i can't bare to cry to ppl..i do look strong outside but inside me im cried so much...