holiday woooo

hello ppl im now on holiday mood even though still have 2 paper left for final.. going to ignore for awhile hahaha...im now at Seri Malaysia , sepang.. ok talk bout it good n nice lah stay here.. but abit sad only have 2 type of room standard room n family room only..hehe but im having fun using the facilities here.. the wifi line was so laju wo *excited* but after 12am they close waaaa....so lucky papa bawa his beruk if not im going crazy middle off night hahah...as for last night dinner the food good especially the steam food n 3 taste of ikan siakap yummy.. im still remember the fish so soft n tender n i want more please hehehe...as breakfast at hotel the ok lah not bad.. im love the pancak ehehe.. after that when to pool till 11.30am.. n now it time to go will talk more later ppl.. annyeong hehehe

생일축하해 양요서

pic by: @helloimys *wink*

yea to 5th january and to day to two will happen to me..1st day starting my final exam waaaaaaaa n also my bie bday yahoo he 22 this .. i wish him on 12 .01 am korea time hehe.. happy birthday baby wish u have fun b0day and im hoping to see u more often in malaysia .. i so miss to see u live. lot of thing happen last year see u down i cried i know u in pain n i also feel the pain.. this year i want u to grow much stronger . bie u know right b2uty love u so much don't worries bout anti just let it go.. luv u mr seobie....n again i wanna wish 요섭요섭요섭 요섭요섭아 생일축하...

today 8am sharp 1st day of exam will start.. waa me so nervous n scared ok..im praying i can answer all the questions.. . i so want to have a good gred this sem coz i work xtra hard...

ok it getting i need to sleep now see ya...

missing seobie

how can i say no for this cute guy ..im always melting see this face

i know it ridiculous but i miss mr yang.. i dunno why even is impossible to be the person to be recognize by him but i still like him.. mmm weird right i always want see him more never feel satisfied even see him a whole.. that mean im love sick with him. andweeee please don't seobie it a 가수..저는 단지 팬.me have realize but wae wae waee i have got this feeling. 3 days ago,i heard the news that beautiful show not comin to malaysia.. i was so sad coz i have no money go out side from msia.. it so jahat meh..i know it sound selfish but i demand beast comin here.. i wanna see seobie so much i never get tired to him but please cube please take beast here.. i wanna them so much please............................hope to heard a great news bout this pleaseee

xander 1st showcase in Malaysia

hi blogger..it been awhile im update my blog right. yesterday the last minute plan turn to most happy time for me heheh.. or i should consider this is best bday gift i ever had...i dream xander 3x this year.. maybe the dream tell that i should me him.. n i yesterday i got to see him live n closer look..he is so chick n naughty guy.now i in love with his song. i never now he have voice.. the only thing i know he can rap.. he is cute friendly. after he finish performance doing sign session.. haha a bit neves and guilty with yoseob XD...climbing stairs one by one.. then in front him he look at my face n say apa kabar? then i say baik.. n smile at him he say thank u for comin he give his hand n i was like holding him tight..omg his hand so soft like bb.. before i leave i say love u.. n he reply love u too hehe.. then i go down..n smile..hehe... ty xander u making my life brighter love u so much... here lil gif from xander to me..

calender from xander forum
calender cover
calendar back side n signature

eid

yeayea today 1st of raya.. feel excited n bored same time... excited coz finally the ramdhan month complete.. i miss when im lil girl. yesterday chatting with achek she told "t u remember when u lil girl always cry coz wanna come to grandma home after solat raya.. " i nod then i say coz no one at lereng to play with me.every year raya going wan home is like heaven coz lot ppl there n there someone i play,talk n fight there..achek say yea. t now u 22 look how big u grow now n all the lil cousin lol..yea to me know going to wan home is one thing i can't miss out.. yea until if i not stay or sleep there i feel that sometime missing 2 days before or on raya.this year much more excited coz pak cha taking bb aarik to kg.. i more comfortable with wan n all aunts n uncle there.coz they are there for me up n down.. im sorry to my mom sis i feel awkwardness around u guys i feel uncomfortable when u around me n now all of sudden tried to be friendly for me.. sory i hard for me to accept u if u guy feel angry coz i m so cold to u... please keep think this word is is this my fault coursing aty cold with me... i dunno if in future i can accept them or not coz they seem to be care bout me.. so what should i care bout them..

im sorry

last night i have lot of fun with my chingoo.i wake up early with happy mood ...all of sudden mama tell me we going to blk kg n help all the aunty n my cousin to clean the house is been ages... 2s after i answer for what.. since grandma die no one bother to blk kg.. n every year only our family going back forth to kg no want care n now they decide to come back.. no way when i need them or when my mom in pain did they bother bout us. they only came when they need money..is that person who i call family. i know they are my mom lil sis but they ever treat me as niece..the person who always treat as niece my mum cousins..they always treat me same even don't im only 2nd niece them..im happy with that family the person always there for when im in pain n happy. does my real aunties feel that how pain to me as a niece n it too late to open my heart to them coz u make one big whole inside of me...it not that easy to accept u as all of u back to be my aunties.i not a kinda a person not accepting people,hating people or dendam but is almost 18 years now.. did u guy tried to treat me nicely...u ask for urself is that way u treat the only niece from ur big sis and ask ur self the way i greet n treat u with cold shoulder u it that because u...sorry for everything if u think im the one of the bad niece ...i accept that n if u hate me i also accept coz i know im not a good niece n i always thankful to god coz u give me lovely uncles n aunties always there for me.. accept me as they own niece..thank u so much without u guys i think my life not brighter than now..

Break Fast Time

the picture been snap and own by @ladydragon_83

while waiting the food arrive

waiting to break fast

hey bloggers.. on 12 august is the best day ever coz i finally finish the assignment n presentation.. the most happy time is when break fast time with midot,jue,ema,unnie, yana n mimie.. we break fast at nando's. african food yea the food is yummy and eating together making the food more tastier... actually the main objective to gather all kpop chingoo together coz is rarely to see each others. and i want my friend to open new books and 4get the past... that is the main reason.. when we are friend misunderstanding always happen that make our friendship more tighter n close. doing gathering or reunite like this make us bond more to each other.. yea we do have difference bck or difference style but when it come to friendship i always remind myself always there for ur friends....