tv private party

ahah so lazy to update the blog ahah..nearly one month the party ended but i still can't 4get the drama n fun at tv private party..in car uu lot of drama time que more drama ahah..i think can make tragic drama ahah...ahah omo 4get to i even see yoseob in even infront my eyes n also waving n smiling at me i was *drool* that time.. ahahah *cough cough* i can see my yoseobie clearly .i was want to cried to see him..i miss him so much..if on that time i can make signal n shout i luv u bb..maybe he froze *d-uh so imagine thing* i bit sad 1st coz he can;t see me i was like follow him everywhere..i felt like give up coz he can't spot me..then i was like enjoy the song n follow they step guest wat on that time i follow him he spotted me n like giggle n pointing me.. i was like smile n pointing him back ahah.. after that i felt like im flying without wings...after the show again tragic drama continue... *uggh non stop tragic drama*.. ahah after sending fishie at klcc tired...n i fall in front of the car when open the door..i laugh hard n plus my hand turn to pumpkin waaaaaaaa.

Thank to

the poster made by eunhye_fish
one month already past my bday.i know a bit late to put in the blog but i want to thanx to my mum bought white gold earing my beloved aunty n cousin celebrate my day with chocolote indulge,bff midot coz threat me at nandos on my bday yumyum,mr f for wishing my bday n my lovely twin for making poster on my day..omo im so touch coz everyone make my day special luv u guy so much..

kpop party

yes22party bebeh..it time to party with kpop yahoo..can't believe rite i was like so crazy on that day ehehe.im partying with all my gurls,g.na,4 minutes and beast.*screamin*hehe ok i taught im will sit in front n planning to go early but lot of thing happen be4 concert.target time to the place before 12. actually i felt guilty to my both friend coz i say yes for helping they up but all of sudden changing plan.. n i m start to stress out when all ppl calling me for update n make me stress out.which one should i follow.im closing the case.ahah i abit for all of sudden cube ent videocam recording me n i was like shocked n imagine #lalala seobie will spot my face in the video# *nose bleed* n the staff also so cute loh..eheh he going thru in fornt me n say can go in 1st. i want to five the staff go in 1st but i be push by the guard... *inside the staff so cute* wish can take his number *huahuahau* going in n saw waa so many ppl. im so sad kos im separate with my gurl n ppl on the back like making pissed off...im abit frusted in the concert coz i can't see my seobie clearly coz ppl keep pushing me n im to shortlah..after this i must wear heel if i going for rock pit...coz he always on rite side..waaa im crying can't see him..after i just shut my mouth coz can't see him.everyone is happy but me not that happy on that concert coz i can't enjoy myself coz ppl pushing me..moral story if i going to concert i have to wears heels for can see them clear..

strong heart

ppl say yeah im 22 but act like a kid.yeah i admitted that me.but one thing that ppl can see in me wat im suffering inside.i feel want to cried but i hide from ppl coz i dun want ppl see me hurt even though the statement make me hurt badly.i can't bare to talk to ppl bout my prob i have enough pain when im in dip talkin to ppl bout my prob in the end im the getting more pain.to me best it to keep all my prob with me n try to solve my prob.2 days ago felt so burden inside my chest n tried to let a go by tears but i can't.i felt.i do share prob with friend but no all prob i shared.sometime i act like a selfish person.before this im always put everyone 1st than me n now i felt i changing..im asking myself isn't the rite thing to do or should changed back.i know im a good listener n always tried to solve everyone problem without making fool. i feel that im now hard to express my emotion..only to things i can express to ppl laughing n fooling around.i can't bare to cry to ppl..i do look strong outside but inside me im cried so much...

first snow n first kiss ~seobie and daniel~

yeah found the lyric song finally..1sr rime i heard song im melting and crying on the same time.im salute them no wonder are lead singer in they groups.. credit lyricfreak.com everything possible with them hehehe



This song is dedicated you
My first love
My one and only
You always be my baby
Neol wihan nolaeya geuligo
Merry christmas
Cheos nun-i ogiman-eul gidalin salam
Haengbog-i ol geo lago mid-eossdeon salam
I bam-i gamyeon olkka
Salang-i naege olkka
Ginginbam jam mos jamyeo gidalin salam
Jongsoliga gwisga-e deullyeo ol ttae
Sowon-eul deul-eojullae keuliseumaseue
Kkumsog-e geunyeoga salang-eul malhagil
Cheos nun-i ogileul
Cheos nun-i oneun geolie
Geunyeowa nun-eul maj-eumyeo
Geudaeleul angoseo haneul-eul nal-ass-eo
Neoneun naui cheos-salang
Salang-eul juneun geolie
Geunyeowa ib-eul majchumyeo
I bam-eul hamkkehae pyeongsaeng-eul hamkkehae
Neoneun naui cheos-salang-iya

Eoneusae nae mam modu gajyeogan salam
Da jul su iss-eul deus hae neoneun nae salang
Nuncheoleom hayahge amudo moleuge
Salang-i naege one
Bam haneul byeoldeuldo ulil chugboghaeyo
Geudaeman issdamyeon nan nolaehaeyo
Chagaun bibalamdo eoduun bam-i wado
I mam-eun byeonchi anh-a nan yagsoghaeyo
Kkum sog-e geunyeoga salang-eul malhagil
Cheos nun-i ogileul
Cheos nun-i oneun geolie
Geunyeowa nun-eul maj-eumyeo
Geudaeleul angoseo haneul-eul nal-ass-eo
Neoneun naui cheos-salang
Salang-eul juneun geolie
Geunyeowa ib-eul majchumyeo
I bam-eul hamkkehae pyeongsaeng-eul hamkkehae
Neoneun naui cheos-salang-iya
Snow is falling from the sky
I'm happy that you're in my life
I'm happy that I can walk down
This road by your side
And I promise you one thing
That I'll love
And cherish you forever
I wish you a merry christmas
Cheos nun-i oneun geolie
Geunyeowa nun-eul maj-eumyeo
Geudaeleul angoseo haneul-eul nal-ass-eo
Neoneun naui cheos-salang
Salang-eul juneun geolie
Geunyeowa ib-eul majchumyeo
I bam-eul hamkkehae pyeongsaeng-eul hamkkehae
Neoneun naui cheos-salang-iya
Merry christmas

invisible

i dunno y im always thinkin of him.always remember our great memories together. we going thru everything together.i can't 4 get what u do to me when i be ignore by klik u whisper in my ears.. no matter wat happen mumu im always there for u..coz of that shed my tears n become much closer to u.singing to me n saying missin of me..make me fallen for u n i believe that u meant to be with me.after 6 month we be friend i know u have girlfriend my heart broke to pieces.coz of that i start to make gap from u suddenly u msg me say i broke up with my gurl n i need someone to talk with...so im offering myself that i be thera for u. there for almost 24/7 i heard how pain u in n i feel that.when u down i here to cheer u up. n i believe i get 2nd chance ti be with u n great our story. after 4 month we msg like every 2 second for a sudden u stop msg me n says that u bz..so no doubt for it. every time u msg me and im going out with my friend..i just ok never question u who u out with coz i believe that u with friends..then u msg me again u just going out r ex n says dun worry we just friend. so im ok with that.never thinking bad thing happen. after a month u msg me n say im going to johor sent my friend back there. when i got i directly reply ur msg n says i feel something wrong n drive carefuly.after u arived there u msg me n sayi arrived exhausted maybe u will sleep over..a whole night we msg until u slept.next morning u msg going back to kl..after that 3 days u didn't msg me i feel worry but i dun want to disturb u maybe u tired..on 10pm u msg me that actually try to on back with ur gf.im crying to death the friend u refer is u ex.....i felt i be cheated for 2nd time..n with a bit guts asking u wat happen coz i dun want u know im crying that time. u say u regret that u tried to go back her..coz she only using u......i shock with the statement.....n try to console u n i say to u beb if u need me i will tried to be there with u...starting taht day we back msg n u also try to flirt with me but on that time i still searching wat i want for myself.4 month later i when internship lot of thing happen n i start to fallen back at u...we nearly been in relationship but we didn't meant rite.3 day before i finish mywork u came n surprise me....i was so touch u came coz of me ....n u can how shine my face saw u there..u gimme hope to be with u .....i know u know that im luv u but u afraid to take step further than that with me...im always be invisible infront on u................

hardship

everything happen for a reason.i never believe the phrase before. now i understand why people always say that. before this im always estimate artist easier way to have money.. u know y??? coz the artis i saw always want a fame never to show how talent show are.. i start to open my eyes 1st time i saw korean kasu become famous n struggle to live n to survive to be on top. im cried every time they say how suffer they life before debut artist....uu it me lah i think can't survive n maybe i will stop half..im salute how they dterm to be one.. even though i never go thru they life but seeing them face working hard n try to satisfy fan..i cried thanx u so much beast u always work hard for ur beauty.. i can't stop to say tq to so much u never stop to pleased us..thanx beast im will always be u beauty no matter......